11/06/2006

The kids and I will be starting this tonight DivorceCare: Divorce Recovery Support Groups Am I ready? NO! I am doing this for the kids because I was thinking the whole cram it down and ignore your feelings method was working for me:-) God help me because I am NOT ready to face my feelings..I am not ready to admit how much this hurts...I am just not ready....Holidays almost seem like a cruel joke and now I have to do this. The things we do for our kids.....

3 comments:

Paul said...

It is a process. You won't get it all done here. You may not be ready for it all. Just do what you can. Listen and it will help you understand the process and what you face ahead of you. Your kids will need to see you healing but it needs to be real and not just stuffed down. I'll be praying for you.

Lynn said...

Healing always hurts. Especially the new wound that is ignored and becomes infected. I know that sounds gross but that is basically what I think might be happening. By ignoring it, IT will not go away. You have to care for the wound, cleanse it and medicate it. Remember God is the GREAT PHYSICIAN. You are BRAVE and a wonderful mom to put your kids ahead of your hurting heart. God will bless you and use you.

BarBarA said...

Wish I could hug you. Facing the pain is so much better than stuffing it, but yeah, it's gotta be almost unbearable at times.