1/30/2008

Friday

I am going to court on Friday:-/ I wish I could say I wasn't nervous or sick to my stomach about it but I so am. This will be the end of a marriage and a dream. I HATE divorce. I hate what this does to the children. I hate how it makes you feel. I hate that unless you have been through this you will never understand the pain. Its no wonder God hates it because it sucks! Anyway, I guess I will just be a pile of nerves until it is over and hopefully then I will feel some sense of relief. Honestly I don't know how I am going to feel so I can't even prepare which also sucks. I would like to think that I will feel a sense of closure so I can move on with MY life. He already has but that is another post lol If you would like to pray the court time is at 1:30pm cst and all I want is God's will and to be able to accept whatever that is:-) I have MY wish list of what I would like to happen but since God knows the whole picture I am trying to trust that whatever happens is for the best. I just want this over with......oh and a good nights sleep....and maybe a maid....

4 comments:

Ame said...

Ahhh, yes ... the maid! Nice to daydream, isn't it ;)

Holy God, I lift Barbie up to You and ask that You surround her with Your strength and confidence and peace. This is hell. This is so hard. And only You know the future. Prepare Barbie for her future. Make Your presence so real she can tangibly feel You. And over all, Lord, may Your justice rule supremely. I love You, Ame

martie said...

It's now Friday evening and whatever the outcome was is now known to you. I pray that God was with you every step of the way and it was made easier by Him!

God Bless You, Barbie!

Many hugs

Robin said...

I'm just now getting here! I am soooo sorry. I wish I had something profound to say, but I will be praying for you and the kids to have the healing you need.

Here's to the next chapter!!

Sarah said...

Thinking of you today... Praying for all of you!