If you didn't already know I have been in a deep and dark pit...I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy or even my soon to be ex:-P I am slowing climbing out and the fog is lifting but I don't when I will feel normal again. I am going to see a counselor on June 1st so hopefully that will help some. This is the first weekend in almost a month that I felt "ok" so the kids and I have been making the most of it lol I offered to take them out to eat or somewhere fun and they just wanted a home cooked meal and to stay home. Only my kids lol They are not kids that enjoy eating fast food a lot and lately I have been doing a lot of quick meals so they wanted a "real meal". So I have been cooking all weekend and actually enjoying it. You can't tell from this picture but my dd is not one that usually likes "bad" food. She prefers salads over McDonald's french fries!! I even took them to Sonic for a milkshake last week and she got the Hot Fudge Shake and gave it to me because it had oreo cookies in it and she doesn't like them!! She wanted my diet coke with fresh limes instead lol So imagine my surprise when she started eating frosting with me....now you might need a little bit of history here...I LOVE ME SOME FROSTING:-P I could care less about the cake but give me the frosting and I am in my happy place. I think my eyes are fixing to roll back in my head in this picture because it is cream cheese frosting that I had left over from the red velvet cake I made. Yummy!! It doesn't get any better than that:-D Between my Father, my friends and my frosting I think I will be just fine;-)
Also to explain the background stuff in case you look at the picture enlarged...
The animal print thing on my table is an apron one of the students made me for Mothers Day
The blanket on the chair is because if my kids want to eat in front of the TV (GASP) I let them sit on a blanket:-)
That IS pledge on my table in case I get the urge to polish it...
not seen in the picture is the comet on the sink and the mr clean on the counter lol
Hey I am cooking I will work on cleaning next week.
The foil that you see is the pan the cake is on
Ok I think that is it;-)
3 comments:
I know what you mean about not wishing it on your worst enemy. The pain you feel and the pit is real. I wish I could fix it for you or tell you how to do it. It takes time and hard work to get through tough times. It will change you. In the end you will find peace...but it might take a while. Hang in there! I'm praying for you.
Oh I have been in those pits too...actually lately as well. Please know I am praying for you.
Hugs, Lyndy
I wish I knew the words to say, but I don't. I will, however, be praying for you. He is near; continue to seek him out!
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